it is very important to me to be seen. to be seen is why i make this website. this is somewhat embarassing to say but to be seen is also a big part of why i love my friends.

probably, part of this desire to be seen is manufactured by the modern internet and the capitalist forces that be.

part of it may be from childhood distress.

part of it may be from being told told i was beautiful and getting hooked on the feeling.

part of it may be compensation for my deficiencies in language. i want to be seen if not heard.

in any case, thank you for seeing me!